10 January 2009

It's is now 2.56 AM and i am still awake.I have been on my bed for like two hour ++ but still not able to fall asleep. Having problem with the can't-sleep-syndrome. I am tired but it is so hard for me to sleep. I mean, i am tired, but i am not sleepy so, i can't sleep. OMG, i am getting insomnia... Ergghhhh.... I CAN'T SLEEP.

SO, while I was lying on my bed, turning left and right, get up a few times to go to the toilet just to sit on the toilet bowl and then return to my bed again, then, then, then, suddenly POP " hey, i got a blog right, so why don't i just go and write something on it...". Aaahahh.. That's why i am here typing and typing and keep typing...


So now, i am having another problem. Thinking of what to write...!! iskk...
okay, i am going to write what-ever-things that come pass my mind...


so, I am having a not-so-good days recently. Not because of the can't-sleep-syndrome, but things that happen. It's is not that these thing happen around me is bad, but it just make me feel bad. you know... ANNOYING. so erm... what happen.?? It's is my friends... everytime i meet them or talk to them or texting them, they will sure ask me "have you find a job already, (coz we are going to work soon.) ?" I was just starting to enjoy my holiday and then they came to me and asked me whether i have already get a job (almost all of my friends do that). What la.. (spoil betul..!!). It was like I was having a sweet dream then you wake me up just to ask me if you should wake me up. I know they asked with good intention, trying to help me to find a job, showing some care and love for me...so Thank you very much, i really appreciate it. but...but..but.. that is not what I want now. I need some time to relax. I need some time to do my stuff. I need sometime to think my own things/think. So can you just leave me alone and let me plan MY HOLIDAY...!!! IT IS MY HOLIDAY!!!pls.. Thank you... sorry for being so offensive but i don't mean to offend.


And then, this is the one thing that annoy me the most. Someone PURPOSELY cheat me. yep.. I do not type it wrongly. PURPOSELY. What i am trying to say is that this person, someone who i put my TRUST on, lie to me. I am not going to say what it is, but it make me feel like being treated as a fool. huh.. I mean, why lie to me? I am not the little girl that will get upset if you tell me the truth (which is good if he tell me earlier). Fuuuhhh... it was like someone is having a party and telling everyone that everyone is invited but then when you go to the party, the owner suddenly say that only MONKEYs are allow to come.. Haahhh... I was like WHAT..??!!..!@#$%... Oh ya.. and this person is racist. Which mean, he only make friend or help or do thing or what-so-ever with his own race. He lie to me because i am not pure Chinese. this was like "hey all of you..!! we chinese love pork.. no other races are allow to touch the pork. those pork belongs to chinese so shuuhh..shuuhh..go away from here..!!" and then i was like "like this also can ar...??!!". Fuuhh... LIAR!!! I HATE LIAR...!! I HATE LIAR..!!! I HATE LIAR..!! BLUEKKKKK!!!!!

okay..okay...enough...stop saying about this person or else i will get heart attack.. huhu.. at least, now I know that he is that kind of person...blueekkkkk x 100

Feeling much better now...

so, what I have been doing lately...?? I just went to two party yesterday. yesh-sh... two party... so I went to the party, eat and eat and eat, and drink and drink and drink... so i end up... errkkk... burping... too full. yea..yea..yea.. I eat alot when i feel bad.... hahaha.. so after eating and drinking too much... i was like "oh-oo... i'm gonna gain so much weight..!!!" . so what I am going to do is:

* Eat low fat, low sugar, low..low...low... everything-low-foods.

A:eat less for the next three days...!!! eat less for the next three days...!!!
B: but i love foods... Foods... foods...
A: who ask you to eat so much...!!
B: okay..okay...
C: padan muka...ahahahahah...

*Exercise more...more...more!!!

A : you... i want you... i want you to run to the town and then run back. I want you to RUN...!!
B : but why..??
A : because you eat so much... so much..!!!
B : Oh noooo.....!!! i will never do that again... Nnnooooooo........!!!!!!

hahahahah...so.. now is 4.23 AM. and am going to go back to bed and try to sleep again...