stepping into adulthood is not as easy as i thought. how i wish i never grow up. and how i wish i never wish tat i will grow up.

A moment like this

What if I told you it was all meant to be
Would you believe me
Would you agree
It's almost that feeling we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a life time for a moment like this.

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but till I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Oooooh like this
Ooooooh i can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
a moment like this

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It has been a week since my Raya holiday started... i have been staying at the hostel since the holiday started... it is not that i hasn't plan anything for my raya holiday... but.. sometime.. thing just won't go the way we want it to be... yeps so... here am i stuck in the hostel...

so a lot of thing happen during this raya holiday... i went out with my friends on the first day of raya.. using the KTM... erm.. we thought that it won't be a lot of people but whoah... the train was so full and loaded and squeeze and whatever words that can use to describe the sardin-in-the-can situation... fuuhh.... and yea... when everybody was so close to everybody... then the odour of somebody... you know.... huahhahahahahah... *faint*

I have been doing a lot of stuffff this few days... cooking, *studying, sleeping ( alot), play badminton.. and bla bla bla.. the main point here is that... i played badminton...
i mean, before this, i thought badminton was ... not fun.. but then, when i play, i find that it is actually okay... after this, i am going to get myself a badminton racquet... i realy find it very interesting...

oh ya.... here is a very meaningful qoute ( for me)
* Aim higher, even if you fall, you might fall on a star...
i mean we should have higher aim... something that exceed our ability... ?? something that we might probably not going to be able to achieve... cause the tougher the thing we are going to do, the harder we try and the more effort we put in in order to make it comes true.. then... even if we failed to achieve our target, at least we already do more that we think we can do.. and we (should) get more than we might get at the first place if we do not have higher target. .. kan...kan...kan......

well... so that all.. feel so lazy to continue typing tho i still have lots to tell... maybe next time....

after a long pause...

It has been a while since my last post... been very very busy ( and lazy) for this couple of months... so here it goes

A. As a teacher...

yep... i have been a teacher in a primary school for a couple of months...and the experience was amazing. At first, when I first got the offer to be a teacher, i was shock and at the same time felt very excited. I have been a home tuition teacher before this but not in real school. I mean i was unprepared... well, of cause i went. and thanks goodness that i went. It was a once in a life time experience.

so the first thing i do, was of cause to make sure what i am going to do.. of cause i knew that i am going to teach.. but how am i going to do it .. and at that moment, what was on my head is that...: I am not gonna quit... I'm GONNA Make It HAPPEN..!! so.. i am going to teach english, music, math and art.. to primary one students. (and of cause other level too.) but P1 students...okay.. my first thought about them was: oh yuck.. i am not going to clean you poo poo or pee pee or what ever... eww... but actually i don't have to do that. they are clean. all i have to do is just have fun with them. and i really enjoy being with them.. and now i miss them... so so much...
so yea.. i finally make it...

B. Making choices

I was throw at a desert alone and force to choose either having food or water to survive..
Haha... that is just to describe how i felt. Going for something higher or something i like... food is something that i like and water is something that i need to survive.. so at last, i chose food... and hoping that i will find a way out of the desert soon.... so that i don't have to die there... alone..
Yea... not going to talk much about that..

So.. that all for now.. hoping that i will post something new in the future..
.........

D for Donkey

One day a farmer’s donkey fell down into a well.

The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do.

Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn’t worth it to retrieve the donkey.

SO... He invited all his neighbours to come over and help him.

They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well.

At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone’s amazement he quieted down.

A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing.... He would shake it off and take a step up.

As the farmer’s neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up.

Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!

Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up!

SO...Shake it off and take a step up.

10 January 2009

It's is now 2.56 AM and i am still awake.I have been on my bed for like two hour ++ but still not able to fall asleep. Having problem with the can't-sleep-syndrome. I am tired but it is so hard for me to sleep. I mean, i am tired, but i am not sleepy so, i can't sleep. OMG, i am getting insomnia... Ergghhhh.... I CAN'T SLEEP.

SO, while I was lying on my bed, turning left and right, get up a few times to go to the toilet just to sit on the toilet bowl and then return to my bed again, then, then, then, suddenly POP " hey, i got a blog right, so why don't i just go and write something on it...". Aaahahh.. That's why i am here typing and typing and keep typing...


So now, i am having another problem. Thinking of what to write...!! iskk...
okay, i am going to write what-ever-things that come pass my mind...


so, I am having a not-so-good days recently. Not because of the can't-sleep-syndrome, but things that happen. It's is not that these thing happen around me is bad, but it just make me feel bad. you know... ANNOYING. so erm... what happen.?? It's is my friends... everytime i meet them or talk to them or texting them, they will sure ask me "have you find a job already, (coz we are going to work soon.) ?" I was just starting to enjoy my holiday and then they came to me and asked me whether i have already get a job (almost all of my friends do that). What la.. (spoil betul..!!). It was like I was having a sweet dream then you wake me up just to ask me if you should wake me up. I know they asked with good intention, trying to help me to find a job, showing some care and love for me...so Thank you very much, i really appreciate it. but...but..but.. that is not what I want now. I need some time to relax. I need some time to do my stuff. I need sometime to think my own things/think. So can you just leave me alone and let me plan MY HOLIDAY...!!! IT IS MY HOLIDAY!!!pls.. Thank you... sorry for being so offensive but i don't mean to offend.


And then, this is the one thing that annoy me the most. Someone PURPOSELY cheat me. yep.. I do not type it wrongly. PURPOSELY. What i am trying to say is that this person, someone who i put my TRUST on, lie to me. I am not going to say what it is, but it make me feel like being treated as a fool. huh.. I mean, why lie to me? I am not the little girl that will get upset if you tell me the truth (which is good if he tell me earlier). Fuuuhhh... it was like someone is having a party and telling everyone that everyone is invited but then when you go to the party, the owner suddenly say that only MONKEYs are allow to come.. Haahhh... I was like WHAT..??!!..!@#$%... Oh ya.. and this person is racist. Which mean, he only make friend or help or do thing or what-so-ever with his own race. He lie to me because i am not pure Chinese. this was like "hey all of you..!! we chinese love pork.. no other races are allow to touch the pork. those pork belongs to chinese so shuuhh..shuuhh..go away from here..!!" and then i was like "like this also can ar...??!!". Fuuhh... LIAR!!! I HATE LIAR...!! I HATE LIAR..!!! I HATE LIAR..!! BLUEKKKKK!!!!!

okay..okay...enough...stop saying about this person or else i will get heart attack.. huhu.. at least, now I know that he is that kind of person...blueekkkkk x 100

Feeling much better now...

so, what I have been doing lately...?? I just went to two party yesterday. yesh-sh... two party... so I went to the party, eat and eat and eat, and drink and drink and drink... so i end up... errkkk... burping... too full. yea..yea..yea.. I eat alot when i feel bad.... hahaha.. so after eating and drinking too much... i was like "oh-oo... i'm gonna gain so much weight..!!!" . so what I am going to do is:

* Eat low fat, low sugar, low..low...low... everything-low-foods.

A:eat less for the next three days...!!! eat less for the next three days...!!!
B: but i love foods... Foods... foods...
A: who ask you to eat so much...!!
B: okay..okay...
C: padan muka...ahahahahah...

*Exercise more...more...more!!!

A : you... i want you... i want you to run to the town and then run back. I want you to RUN...!!
B : but why..??
A : because you eat so much... so much..!!!
B : Oh noooo.....!!! i will never do that again... Nnnooooooo........!!!!!!

hahahahah...so.. now is 4.23 AM. and am going to go back to bed and try to sleep again...

01 January 2009

i am actually thinking of what to write on this blog since this is my first blog on BLOGSPOT.
I had registered on blogspot a few days ago but still never write anything on it. But this one friend of my, named SHARON ask me if I do blog and tagged me. What a coincident right?

THANK YOU SHARON FOR TAGGING ME...

So yup, i am going to reply to her "tag" so as to satisfy her and also introducing myself.

so here is what i need to do: list out 10 things about her and then 10 things about myself as well.

so here it goes.....

S.H.A.R.O.N

1. She is a good friend of mine. I know her since 2002 when she was transferred to my school at that time.
2. tend to be very quiet but sorry... she is not. she can be very crazy sometimes...
   
3. She is getting thinner and thinner and thinner... i remember she was kind of chubby when she left for further study. but when she came back for semester break...whooohh.... she look different...
   
4. this girl.. likes rain..( is it?) or rainy day...?.
   
5. she like cold drink...she drink ICES water a.k.a. water with a lot of ices...
   
6. she is a CHOCO-Maniac. She likes chocolate very very much.. especially Dark Chocolate.
7. she loves catsssssssss. I remember she did told me last time that she have 20++ cats. yepss... she LOVES catssss...
8. She is still single... i just ask her...
9. she got sunburn easily. during our school sport-day last last time we were all busy practicing, getting ready to do our best. But before the day comes, she already started complaining about the sunburn, which indirectly making her...bla..bla..bla.. you know...
10. She have 2 brothers. Both are very good looking... (hehehehehe...)

SO NOW... IT'S MY TURN..!!!!

G.E.R.A.L.D.I.N.E aka L.Y.N.N

1. I am a girl... biologically and physically...
2. I am very friendly... i can make friends easily with all ages. I enjoy making friends.
   
3. I am very TALKATIVE.. seriously... i can talk for hour and hour if i am in the mood of talking... but if i am quiet, that mean something is wrong with me. it is either i am in a bad mood or i am thinking of something or i am not feeling well . Cause I don't talk when i am sick.
   
4. I like food... i like to eat... i like trying new recipe... i like trying new kind of food... every new places i went to, i must try the food there...well, I am obsess to FOOD... I am born to EAT.
   
5. I like to travel... I like to go to a new places to discover some so called new cultures... hahah..
   
6. I like sun.. i like sun-shiny day.. unlike sharon, i hate rainy day. Sunny day make me feel energetic. I like sun-bathing (i don't get sun burn easily..huhuhuhu ).
   
7. I love to SPORT. i like Jogging. I like Swimming. I like cycling.
   
8. i erm... oh.. i love Christmas... I love the Christmas decoration. I love to watch the lighting during the Christmas season. It is unlike the Hari raya or Chinese New Year lighting. Chrismas is much much better..it is more colourful. And the most wonderful thing about Christmas is... it is Christmas. I mean the meaning of Christmas is WONDERFUL. and erm... Christmas is a time to love...whoohoohh..
   
9. I am a slow motion type. I do thing slowly. I eat slowly. I walk slowly. I do house chore slowly. I do everything slowly. I even take a long time when I am looking at something interesting. It is not that i am lazy or what but I am actually enjoying it. That is why i am slowwwwww...
10. I don't like Mobile phone aka cell-phone aka hand phone or whatever...i hate texting aka sms-ing. I don't know why, i just don't like it.
    

SO now.. it is my turn to tag other people right...? so i am going to tag:

1. Sharon... (hahaha). Can right..?You tag Jobina back wat..
2. Ying ying
3. Stephanie, my darling sister ( go and create one account...)
   
4. Annabelle aka Szechien (if you already create your blog account)
   
5. Phoebe (if you already create your account)
   
6. Wendy aka Ikzao ( if you have one)
   
7. Aliceseca aka Sarah ( if you have one)
   
8. Fieyfiey...( i know you have one...)
   
9. Iggy ( i know you already do this but can you do it again... for my sake...hehehe)
   
10. and erm... Siew Fong (i know you already created your blog account)...

ok.. that's all for my first post...

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!