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It has been a week since my Raya holiday started... i have been staying at the hostel since the holiday started... it is not that i hasn't plan anything for my raya holiday... but.. sometime.. thing just won't go the way we want it to be... yeps so... here am i stuck in the hostel...

so a lot of thing happen during this raya holiday... i went out with my friends on the first day of raya.. using the KTM... erm.. we thought that it won't be a lot of people but whoah... the train was so full and loaded and squeeze and whatever words that can use to describe the sardin-in-the-can situation... fuuhh.... and yea... when everybody was so close to everybody... then the odour of somebody... you know.... huahhahahahahah... *faint*

I have been doing a lot of stuffff this few days... cooking, *studying, sleeping ( alot), play badminton.. and bla bla bla.. the main point here is that... i played badminton...
i mean, before this, i thought badminton was ... not fun.. but then, when i play, i find that it is actually okay... after this, i am going to get myself a badminton racquet... i realy find it very interesting...

oh ya.... here is a very meaningful qoute ( for me)
* Aim higher, even if you fall, you might fall on a star...
i mean we should have higher aim... something that exceed our ability... ?? something that we might probably not going to be able to achieve... cause the tougher the thing we are going to do, the harder we try and the more effort we put in in order to make it comes true.. then... even if we failed to achieve our target, at least we already do more that we think we can do.. and we (should) get more than we might get at the first place if we do not have higher target. .. kan...kan...kan......

well... so that all.. feel so lazy to continue typing tho i still have lots to tell... maybe next time....

after a long pause...

It has been a while since my last post... been very very busy ( and lazy) for this couple of months... so here it goes

A. As a teacher...

yep... i have been a teacher in a primary school for a couple of months...and the experience was amazing. At first, when I first got the offer to be a teacher, i was shock and at the same time felt very excited. I have been a home tuition teacher before this but not in real school. I mean i was unprepared... well, of cause i went. and thanks goodness that i went. It was a once in a life time experience.

so the first thing i do, was of cause to make sure what i am going to do.. of cause i knew that i am going to teach.. but how am i going to do it .. and at that moment, what was on my head is that...: I am not gonna quit... I'm GONNA Make It HAPPEN..!! so.. i am going to teach english, music, math and art.. to primary one students. (and of cause other level too.) but P1 students...okay.. my first thought about them was: oh yuck.. i am not going to clean you poo poo or pee pee or what ever... eww... but actually i don't have to do that. they are clean. all i have to do is just have fun with them. and i really enjoy being with them.. and now i miss them... so so much...
so yea.. i finally make it...

B. Making choices

I was throw at a desert alone and force to choose either having food or water to survive..
Haha... that is just to describe how i felt. Going for something higher or something i like... food is something that i like and water is something that i need to survive.. so at last, i chose food... and hoping that i will find a way out of the desert soon.... so that i don't have to die there... alone..
Yea... not going to talk much about that..

So.. that all for now.. hoping that i will post something new in the future..
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